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How long have you known?
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About a week or two.
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My doctor found it
on the yearly scan.
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Did they give you
a sense of how long?
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- Three to six.
- Years?
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Months.
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What's your plan?
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Is there a surgery or chemo?
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No. This is my plan right here.
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You. You're it.
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You're the plan.
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And you.
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And that one.
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And maybe some bowling.
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I have to go to work.
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Last time, you also said
it was inoperable. Goodbye.
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He just took your medical file.
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Yeah.
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I'm so sorry, Glassy.
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Me too.
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Despite having you on
vancomycin and ceftriaxone,
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your post-op infection
is still progressing.
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We're waiting for
the cultures to grow out,
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but we suspect MRSA.
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I'm thinking we debride
the infected tissue,
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then flush antibiotics
directly into the wound
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and put in drains.
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Good call.
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I'll put it on the schedule,
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and leave you two alone.
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I guess we weren't
exactly subtle.
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No.
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You said you wanted more
than a one-night stand.
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I did.
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But, uh,
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how would we do that?
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I don't know.
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But...
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I would like to make it work.
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Me too.
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Oh, it's Shaun. He wants me in
the Residents' Lounge, stat.
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The patient
is a 68-year-old man
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diagnosed with grade IV
butterfly glioblastoma,
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from the left
frontotemporal lobe.
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Do we have
a full medical record?
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Patient history?
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Or a name?
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Successful surgical resection
for glioma five years ago,
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followed by
chemo and radiation.
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And within the past year,
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several minor strokes.
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Glioma and strokes.
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Are those Glassman's?
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His cancer's back?
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The patient's identity
isn't medically relevant.
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How is he? How are you, Shaun?
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The patient's identity
isn't medically relevant.
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Shaun, did Dr. Glassman
ask you to develop a treatment?
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No, he didn't.
Otherwise, he'd be here.
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The patient is reluctant
to pursue treatment,
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but the patient is also
not aware of new developments.
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You and Jordan go do
Claire's debridement.
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I'm sorry, Shaun. I can't.
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Looking at the axial images
with contrast...
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How's Claire?
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Looks like MRSA. We've got her
on vanc and ceftriaxone.
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Rack 'em up.
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Said the woman who
hates the fact that there's
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a pool table in
the president's lounge
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to a dying man?
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Shaun?
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He's got a group brainstorming
a treatment plan for you.
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- I'll rejoin them
if you want me to.
- No.
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Thank you.
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Hey, look at the bright side.
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When I'm gone,
no more co-presidency.
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You can run this joint
however you want.
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I never wanted it
in the first place.
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Stop. You're a natural.
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Even if you are overly invested
and too accessible...
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In every other way,
you're amazing.
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This sucks.
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Shut up and rack 'em.
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No sign of any more
devascularized tissue.
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Proceeding with
antibiotic irrigation.
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Looked like you two were
reconnecting last night.
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Yeah.
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Did that...
Does that bother you?
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It caught me
off guard a little.
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You could have told me you two
had unfinished business.
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You're with Perez.
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Danny and I are texting a lot,
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and, yes, I do hope and pray
my future is with him.
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That's why I backed off
and stopped flirting with you.
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You and me, we're friends.
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Placing the drain.
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Thing about friends is,
no holding out.
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I told you about me and Danny,
you tell me
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when your ex you're not over
is back in town.
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I can close.
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Deal.
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To both.
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I'll go check on the cultures,
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see which antibiotics
are working.
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Shaun, have you tried calling
the Tisch Brain Tumor Center
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or Cleveland Clinic about
their in-progress GBM trials?
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That is an excellent idea.
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I'll keep things rolling here.
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Come on, guys,
I need some energy,
some enthusiasm.
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Stop pitching the same idea.
Start pitching any idea.
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I ran out an hour ago.
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How long are we supposed
to keep doing this?
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Until Shaun accepts
what we already know.
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That there is no treatment.
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- What do you got?
- Nothing's working.
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Not a single antibiotic made
a dent in Claire's infection.
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It's not MRSA.
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We cleared out
all the infected tissue,
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but initial cultures confirm
you don't have MRSA.
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You have acinetobacter.
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It's resistant to everything.
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One of the antibiotic combos
slowed growth a little.
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We'll try that.
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But mostly, we need
your immune system
to beat this thing.
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Are you scared?
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I heard about Glassman.
How's he holding up?
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Better than the rest of us,
I think.
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At least, he's acting like it.
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Congratulations.
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I assume they'll
offer you the presidency.
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Look,
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it is a terrible way
to get the offer,
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but it is still
a huge accomplishment.
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There's another offer.
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Chief of surgery
at the hospital
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where Clay's doing
his fellowship in Chicago.
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I'd get to focus
on surgery again,
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be with Clay again.
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But?
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How did you know it was
the right choice
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to move to Guatemala?
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It made me want to throw up.
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It was so terrifying.
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But in an exhilarating
kind of way.
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What?
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You're sweating.
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I'm looking for
stuff to scavenge.
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Oh, well, help yourself.
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Just stay away from the scotch.
I'm gonna need that.
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Tell me about your bucket list.
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Bucket list? Hmm.
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Criss-cross the Serengeti with
a backpack and a pitch tent.
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Wrestle an alligator and win.
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Or go bowling.
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I didn't take you
for a Pin Prince.
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A bowler?
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I'm kind of
a Strike Siren myself.
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Park and I are in a league.
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I wasn't expecting that.
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I know what I want.
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When you were treating
my rheumatoid arthritis,
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there was this
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one day when you were
going over my
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X-rays and blood work
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and medical history,
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all this stupid paperwork
about me and my stupid hands,
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and it all felt
so overwhelming.
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And then you gathered it up
into this nice, neat pile,
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and you
paper-clipped it together.
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And all of a sudden,
it felt manageable, like,
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maybe I would be okay.
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Also, I can use it
to jimmy open
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the filing cabinet
in my office.
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I can't find the key.
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Thank you.
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I sense you've cracked it.
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No, we've made
no progress at all.
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Shaun, we've been
at this all day.
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It's only 3:15.
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We've been at this
for over seven hours,
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with six people
looking non-stop.
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If there was
a miracle cure to find,
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- I think we would've--
- I found something!
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A maximal resection
would debulk the tumor
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down to
a one-centimeter margin.
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Minimally invasive techniques
could be used.
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You would only be
in the hospital for
one to two nights,
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and overall recovery
would be faster
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because they wouldn't be
operating in the brain stem.
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The surgery
would be followed
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by an experimental
ultrasound therapy.
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Thank you. An experimental
ultrasound therapy,
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breaking down
the blood-brain barrier
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to increase chemo penetration,
allowing for a lower dose.
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There would still be
some side effects,
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but we could take
more edibles together
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and eat Mallomars. Mm.
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It could give you
as much as a year.
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Maybe more,
if you respond well.
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Claire is in septic shock.
I have to go.
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I will be back later
to answer any questions.
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Temp's 103.
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BP's low, cardiac output
is declining.
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We could do another
wound debridement.
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It's in her blood. The wound is
not the biggest issue anymore.
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But clearing it out
allows her immune system
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to focus its resources
elsewhere.
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Not enough. We could try
a hyperbaric oxygen chamber.
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Guys.
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We all know the answer.
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You have to put me in a coma.
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- No.
- We're not there yet.
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We are.
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Shutting down your
other metabolic demands
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will allow your body to
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focus on fighting
the infection.
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I know, once you put me under,
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that may be...
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But this is my best chance
to beat this thing.
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Hey.
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Have you looked over
the materials?
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I highlighted
relevant sections.
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I have, and I appreciate
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what you're trying
to do, Shaun.
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Yes. It is a very good plan.
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I'm not going to do it.
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I don't want to spend
my remaining days
sick and in pain.
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I might not be able
to talk normally.
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I might not be able
to walk normally.
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I'll have memory loss.
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Oh, there is
a less than 20% chance.
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I don't want to take
that chance.
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But it could give you
more time.
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A year, maybe,
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and in and out of hospitals
half the time.
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Or, Shaun,
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or I could do nothing
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and have six good months.
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I could spend those good months
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with you and Lea
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and Steve.
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Please don't touch anything.
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Glassman rejected the plan.
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His three concerns were
impairment of motor and speech,
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loss of memory,
side effects of the chemo.
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I just need to find ways
to mitigate those risks.
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You are just standing there.
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You are here to tell me
to stop working
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on Dr. Glassman's case.
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No, Shaun.
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It's your choice.
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The rocuronium will
temporarily paralyze you
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to make intubation easier.
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Once the tube is in, we'll do
a continuous propofol drip.
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You ready?
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I forgot a med.
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I can't say goodbye.
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Just got you back.
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I love you.
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I...
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I'm so sorry
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we lost so much time.
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Hey.
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We needed that time
to get back here.
265
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We weren't ready before.
266
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We were too dumb.
267
00:17:51,766 --> 00:17:52,897
We were so dumb.
268
00:17:59,208 --> 00:18:01,167
But I did tell you
that I think, one day,
269
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we'd both be very happy.
270
00:18:06,868 --> 00:18:08,739
I just didn't realize
it would be together.
271
00:18:13,135 --> 00:18:15,094
I love you, too, Claire Browne.
272
00:18:19,750 --> 00:18:21,448
And I really wish
I could kiss you right now.
273
00:18:34,809 --> 00:18:36,115
Where is Shaun?
274
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Claire's asking for you.
275
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I am working on her case.
276
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Currently, I'm working
on Dr. Glassman's,
277
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but I will switch back
in 3 minutes and 27 seconds.
278
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She might not wake up, Shaun.
279
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She wants to say goodbye.
280
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I will find a way
to save them both.
281
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Oncolytic viruses
have been used to infect
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00:19:04,447 --> 00:19:07,885
and destroy cancer cells,
but the viruses won't work
283
00:19:07,885 --> 00:19:10,888
because Dr. Glassman's tumor
was previously EGFR negative...
284
00:19:10,888 --> 00:19:12,673
- Shaun.
- ...so there is no target
for the virus to attach to,
285
00:19:12,673 --> 00:19:15,284
- but if I could find
a different receptor--
- Shaun.
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00:19:15,284 --> 00:19:18,809
Your very good friend,
who might die,
287
00:19:18,809 --> 00:19:21,421
is asking for
a few minutes of your time,
288
00:19:21,421 --> 00:19:23,814
but you're too busy ignoring
the expressed wishes
289
00:19:23,814 --> 00:19:25,033
of your other friend
who's dying.
290
00:19:29,385 --> 00:19:30,604
I know you're scared.
291
00:19:33,215 --> 00:19:35,435
But you're being a bad friend
292
00:19:35,435 --> 00:19:38,046
when the people you love
could really use a good one.
293
00:20:15,953 --> 00:20:18,913
I know how to save Claire.
294
00:20:24,701 --> 00:20:26,268
Hello. We can use viruses
295
00:20:26,268 --> 00:20:28,618
to cure Claire's
bacterial infection.
296
00:20:28,618 --> 00:20:30,533
Bacteriophages, to be precise.
297
00:20:30,533 --> 00:20:32,579
They are viruses
that attack and infiltrate
298
00:20:32,579 --> 00:20:35,495
only bacteria, and then
destroy them from the inside.
299
00:20:35,495 --> 00:20:37,540
Every bacteriophage
only infects certain kinds
of bacteria.
300
00:20:37,540 --> 00:20:38,889
All we need to do is find one
301
00:20:38,889 --> 00:20:40,891
that will attack
Claire's infection.
302
00:20:40,891 --> 00:20:42,328
There are billions of phages.
303
00:20:42,328 --> 00:20:43,807
Are any of them known
to work on acinetobacter?
304
00:20:45,156 --> 00:20:46,984
No.
So, we're searching
305
00:20:46,984 --> 00:20:49,813
through a billion haystacks
for one needle?
306
00:20:49,813 --> 00:20:51,424
Not exactly.
307
00:20:51,424 --> 00:20:53,774
Each phage can attack
more than one kind of bacteria,
308
00:20:53,774 --> 00:20:56,864
so it is more like searching
a billion haystacks
309
00:20:56,864 --> 00:20:58,300
for a million needles.
310
00:20:58,300 --> 00:20:59,693
And where are
we supposed to find these
311
00:20:59,693 --> 00:21:01,434
haystacks, or needles?
312
00:21:01,434 --> 00:21:03,653
Bacteriophages. The metaphor
is not helping.
313
00:21:03,653 --> 00:21:05,481
We need to collect the phages,
314
00:21:05,481 --> 00:21:07,353
as many as we can,
as fast as we can.
315
00:21:07,353 --> 00:21:09,137
Phage therapy
is experimental.
316
00:21:09,137 --> 00:21:12,488
We would need a compassionate
use authorization from the FDA,
317
00:21:12,488 --> 00:21:14,360
- but they've--
- But that's tomorrow's problem.
318
00:21:14,360 --> 00:21:15,535
Today, we've got to find
the right phage.
319
00:21:17,450 --> 00:21:19,234
According to
the microbiology department
320
00:21:19,234 --> 00:21:20,670
of the CDC,
the most common sources
321
00:21:20,670 --> 00:21:22,324
of bacteriophages are swamps,
322
00:21:22,324 --> 00:21:24,065
farms, storm drains,
and sewage plants.
323
00:21:28,243 --> 00:21:30,245
I noticed her left forearm
felt cold with a weak pulse.
324
00:21:30,245 --> 00:21:32,203
- Septic emboli?
- Poor blood flow.
325
00:21:32,203 --> 00:21:33,379
Already showing signs
of ischemia.
326
00:21:34,989 --> 00:21:36,469
We can do a thrombectomy,
327
00:21:36,469 --> 00:21:38,471
try to remove the clot
and slow progress of infection.
328
00:21:38,471 --> 00:21:41,212
Her body's putting a ton of
resources into saving this arm,
329
00:21:41,212 --> 00:21:42,736
which is taking energy away
from saving her vital organs.
330
00:21:44,825 --> 00:21:46,174
She can live without an arm.
331
00:21:48,481 --> 00:21:49,656
Let's try
the thrombectomy first.
332
00:21:50,874 --> 00:21:51,745
We need transport.
333
00:21:55,444 --> 00:21:58,186
I have taken your concerns
into account
334
00:21:58,186 --> 00:21:59,535
and formed
a new treatment plan.
335
00:22:01,320 --> 00:22:04,061
I don't want
a new treatment plan, Shaun.
336
00:22:04,061 --> 00:22:05,149
You don't know.
You haven't looked.
337
00:22:06,412 --> 00:22:08,544
We will do
a fluorescence-guided
338
00:22:08,544 --> 00:22:11,591
awake brain surgery
with cortical stimulation.
339
00:22:11,591 --> 00:22:14,898
Shaun, I appreciate that
you're doing this out of,
340
00:22:14,898 --> 00:22:16,509
you know, love.
341
00:22:16,509 --> 00:22:18,162
But sometimes
when you love someone,
342
00:22:18,162 --> 00:22:20,077
you don't have to
fight every fight.
343
00:22:20,077 --> 00:22:23,429
You don't have to persevere
to the ends of the earth.
344
00:22:23,429 --> 00:22:24,778
Sometimes, when you
love someone,
345
00:22:24,778 --> 00:22:27,433
you just, you know,
take 'em bowling.
346
00:22:27,433 --> 00:22:30,436
Six years ago,
you didn't give up,
347
00:22:30,436 --> 00:22:32,438
and you got to see me
get married.
348
00:22:32,438 --> 00:22:33,830
You got to meet your grandson.
349
00:22:33,830 --> 00:22:34,918
You got to save more lives.
350
00:22:34,918 --> 00:22:36,746
You were wrong then,
351
00:22:36,746 --> 00:22:39,314
- and you are wrong now.
- Shaun, look at me, please.
352
00:22:39,314 --> 00:22:41,055
Listen to me.
Look at me, please!
353
00:22:44,363 --> 00:22:46,365
Is my tumor recurrent,
yes or no?
354
00:22:48,584 --> 00:22:49,803
Yes.
355
00:22:49,803 --> 00:22:52,545
Is it aggressive?
Is it even more aggressive?
356
00:22:56,940 --> 00:22:59,987
There are
better treatments now.
357
00:22:59,987 --> 00:23:01,380
We just need to
buy you some time.
358
00:23:03,599 --> 00:23:04,644
I shouldn't have told you.
359
00:23:13,043 --> 00:23:14,218
You are being selfish.
360
00:23:17,265 --> 00:23:19,746
And you are a coward.
361
00:23:21,791 --> 00:23:25,055
You could keep fighting
and have more time with me
362
00:23:25,055 --> 00:23:27,275
and with Lea and with Steve,
but you are giving up.
363
00:23:27,275 --> 00:23:29,843
You are giving up on all of us.
364
00:23:38,852 --> 00:23:40,419
If you are giving up on me...
365
00:23:43,247 --> 00:23:44,901
then I have to give up on you.
366
00:24:10,013 --> 00:24:12,189
The thrombectomy didn't
fully clear the blood clot.
367
00:24:12,189 --> 00:24:13,713
It's obstructing blood flow,
368
00:24:13,713 --> 00:24:15,584
and the arm is showing
signs of necrosis.
369
00:24:17,978 --> 00:24:18,674
I think we need to amputate.
370
00:24:20,110 --> 00:24:22,635
Or we could try
an open thrombectomy.
371
00:24:22,635 --> 00:24:24,375
It'll give us better access
to the clot.
372
00:24:24,375 --> 00:24:26,247
It'll also risk seeding
the infection to other places.
373
00:24:26,247 --> 00:24:27,596
We could start a heparin drip,
374
00:24:27,596 --> 00:24:28,989
see if it'll give us
better blood flow.
375
00:24:28,989 --> 00:24:30,686
The arm is taking resources
376
00:24:30,686 --> 00:24:32,296
the rest of her body
desperately needs.
377
00:24:32,296 --> 00:24:33,907
Her creatinine and LFTs
are trending up.
378
00:24:33,907 --> 00:24:36,170
Her liver and her kidney
are starting to fail.
379
00:24:36,170 --> 00:24:37,432
Putting off amputation
any longer,
380
00:24:37,432 --> 00:24:38,477
it risks her life.
381
00:24:41,392 --> 00:24:43,569
She wouldn't be
a surgeon anymore.
382
00:24:45,614 --> 00:24:49,488
She loves her job
and is very good at it.
383
00:24:51,925 --> 00:24:53,100
I know.
384
00:24:58,018 --> 00:24:58,758
But what she loves
385
00:25:01,064 --> 00:25:03,327
is the young girl in Guatemala
who walked half a day
386
00:25:03,327 --> 00:25:04,503
to the hospital
with a broken ankle.
387
00:25:06,809 --> 00:25:09,333
And the old man who
just lost his wife of 52 years
388
00:25:11,553 --> 00:25:12,685
and needed someone
to hold his hand.
389
00:25:16,558 --> 00:25:18,168
And the first-year
surgical resident
390
00:25:19,996 --> 00:25:21,563
who was different,
391
00:25:21,563 --> 00:25:23,217
but she saw something
special in him.
392
00:25:27,351 --> 00:25:29,832
Claire loves people,
393
00:25:29,832 --> 00:25:31,573
and she will find a way
to take care of people,
394
00:25:31,573 --> 00:25:32,748
no matter what.
395
00:25:32,748 --> 00:25:34,620
And I think,
if she was here right now,
396
00:25:34,620 --> 00:25:36,404
listening to all of this,
she would tell us
397
00:25:36,404 --> 00:25:38,232
to take her damn arm
398
00:25:38,232 --> 00:25:39,929
and trust that she will find
a way forward,
399
00:25:39,929 --> 00:25:41,496
because she...
400
00:25:41,496 --> 00:25:42,715
she always has.
401
00:25:52,463 --> 00:25:53,464
Prep the OR.
402
00:26:10,307 --> 00:26:12,571
I thought you could use
some baby snuggles.
403
00:26:15,878 --> 00:26:17,097
You have no idea.
404
00:26:17,097 --> 00:26:18,272
Mm.
405
00:26:19,621 --> 00:26:20,579
Come here.
406
00:26:22,363 --> 00:26:23,669
Come here. I gotcha.
407
00:26:24,278 --> 00:26:25,409
I gotcha.
408
00:26:25,409 --> 00:26:29,805
Hi. I gotcha. I gotcha.
409
00:26:31,720 --> 00:26:33,026
I said no to
410
00:26:33,722 --> 00:26:35,985
Shaun's plan twice.
411
00:26:41,295 --> 00:26:42,688
I thought he'd be ready to
412
00:26:43,602 --> 00:26:46,953
accept this eventually.
413
00:26:46,953 --> 00:26:50,391
Well, "eventually" probably
means more than 48 hours.
414
00:26:56,919 --> 00:26:59,052
I spent a couple of decades
trying to prepare him
415
00:27:00,749 --> 00:27:02,708
for when I
416
00:27:02,708 --> 00:27:04,666
wasn't going
to be around anymore.
417
00:27:08,148 --> 00:27:09,671
Apparently, that wasn't enough.
418
00:27:15,024 --> 00:27:16,025
Glassy...
419
00:27:18,637 --> 00:27:19,812
I love you.
420
00:27:21,291 --> 00:27:23,119
You are the first-wisest
421
00:27:23,119 --> 00:27:26,340
and second-smartest person
I know,
422
00:27:26,340 --> 00:27:28,821
but if you think you
haven't done enough for Shaun,
423
00:27:28,821 --> 00:27:30,692
then I am sorry,
but you are a ginormous idiot.
424
00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:33,869
Look at who you're holding.
425
00:27:35,131 --> 00:27:37,960
That baby is here
because of what you did.
426
00:27:37,960 --> 00:27:39,832
I'm here
because of what you did.
427
00:27:41,137 --> 00:27:43,357
You saw who he was,
who he could be.
428
00:27:43,357 --> 00:27:44,924
You saved his life,
and he knows it.
429
00:27:48,318 --> 00:27:49,319
He will come around...
430
00:27:51,539 --> 00:27:52,671
eventually.
431
00:27:55,064 --> 00:27:55,804
Hi.
432
00:27:57,850 --> 00:27:59,286
He doesn't have
a whole lot of time.
433
00:28:18,914 --> 00:28:19,872
10-blade.
434
00:28:46,289 --> 00:28:48,161
We've concluded our tour
of the most disgusting barns
435
00:28:48,161 --> 00:28:49,466
in Northern California.
436
00:28:49,466 --> 00:28:53,427
I have received hundreds
of phages from the CDC.
437
00:28:53,427 --> 00:28:55,734
Charlie and Dom
are on their way with 87.
438
00:28:55,734 --> 00:28:56,952
Have any showed promise so far?
439
00:28:58,345 --> 00:28:59,607
None whatsoever.
440
00:29:01,652 --> 00:29:03,393
Shaun, uh, can I talk to you?
441
00:29:05,047 --> 00:29:06,309
I have samples to test.
442
00:29:08,398 --> 00:29:09,443
Uh, it's important.
443
00:29:11,184 --> 00:29:12,228
We'll keep gathering.
444
00:29:12,228 --> 00:29:14,883
I know of
a slaughterhouse nearby.
445
00:29:14,883 --> 00:29:16,755
You know
of a slaughterhouse?
Mm-hmm.
446
00:29:24,675 --> 00:29:26,025
You can't shut Glassman out.
447
00:29:27,330 --> 00:29:29,376
I presented him with two plans.
448
00:29:29,376 --> 00:29:30,725
He doesn't want them.
That's his choice.
449
00:29:30,725 --> 00:29:32,596
His choice is wrong.
450
00:29:32,596 --> 00:29:34,816
No, it isn't, Shaun.
451
00:29:45,087 --> 00:29:48,830
I know how hard it is
for you to accept.
452
00:29:48,830 --> 00:29:50,701
I know you don't want
to face any of this,
453
00:29:52,268 --> 00:29:53,966
but Glassman is dying, Shaun.
454
00:29:56,359 --> 00:29:59,885
And all this work you've
been doing to try to save him
455
00:30:01,016 --> 00:30:01,974
is really for you.
456
00:30:04,498 --> 00:30:05,978
You need a new plan.
457
00:30:08,110 --> 00:30:09,503
A plan to say goodbye.
458
00:30:12,767 --> 00:30:14,943
Right now, you can't
make yourself feel okay
459
00:30:14,943 --> 00:30:16,989
about Glassman's decision,
and that is okay.
460
00:30:17,816 --> 00:30:18,904
You don't have to.
461
00:30:20,122 --> 00:30:20,819
But...
462
00:30:23,691 --> 00:30:26,085
he is going to die,
463
00:30:26,085 --> 00:30:28,870
and if you are not with him
for his final days,
464
00:30:30,350 --> 00:30:32,439
you will regret it
for the rest of your life.
465
00:30:36,486 --> 00:30:37,487
So...
466
00:30:39,663 --> 00:30:41,056
you need to plan
467
00:30:41,056 --> 00:30:42,841
for your final days
with your father.
468
00:31:12,914 --> 00:31:14,568
You are a very good friend.
469
00:31:26,406 --> 00:31:27,798
I should have come earlier.
470
00:31:31,150 --> 00:31:32,107
I am sorry.
471
00:31:47,122 --> 00:31:49,081
Goodbye, Claire.
472
00:32:13,844 --> 00:32:14,584
We've got it!
473
00:32:17,718 --> 00:32:18,719
We've got it!
474
00:32:21,026 --> 00:32:23,419
- The bacteriophage?
- Yes!
475
00:32:23,419 --> 00:32:26,074
The right bacteriophage?
476
00:32:26,074 --> 00:32:27,423
I said, "We've got it."
What else would I have meant?
477
00:32:28,990 --> 00:32:30,035
Oh-ye!
478
00:32:35,823 --> 00:32:37,477
I told you. I was not wrong.
479
00:32:37,477 --> 00:32:38,782
I was not wrong
to not say goodbye.
480
00:32:38,782 --> 00:32:40,001
I will see you very soon.
481
00:32:43,265 --> 00:32:45,137
You have the data.
It's in the green folders.
482
00:32:45,137 --> 00:32:46,399
Stress the time frame,
483
00:32:46,399 --> 00:32:48,444
the bacterial lysis times
were very striking,
484
00:32:48,444 --> 00:32:50,490
and there were low levels
of endotoxins.
485
00:32:50,490 --> 00:32:53,623
Oh, also, uh, her amputated arm
isn't strictly relevant,
486
00:32:53,623 --> 00:32:55,625
but because we're applying
for a compassionate use,
487
00:32:55,625 --> 00:32:56,713
anything that'll
make her appear
488
00:32:56,713 --> 00:32:58,193
more sympathetic
will be helpful.
489
00:33:09,988 --> 00:33:11,032
We can appeal.
490
00:33:13,339 --> 00:33:15,123
But the whole point
of a compassionate use
491
00:33:15,123 --> 00:33:17,169
is to allow people
with no other option.
492
00:33:17,169 --> 00:33:18,387
They can take risks.
493
00:33:19,736 --> 00:33:21,477
I am so angry.
494
00:33:21,477 --> 00:33:22,435
Are you not angry?
495
00:33:28,702 --> 00:33:30,660
Go back to the hospital
496
00:33:30,660 --> 00:33:33,402
and prep Claire for
the bacteriophage treatment.
497
00:33:35,709 --> 00:33:36,927
Are you going to...
498
00:33:38,059 --> 00:33:40,061
I don't know. I need to think.
499
00:34:04,172 --> 00:34:06,174
Are you okay, Shaun?
500
00:34:06,174 --> 00:34:08,437
Is Claire going to be okay?
Why did you text us?
501
00:34:09,569 --> 00:34:10,309
I texted you
502
00:34:11,571 --> 00:34:14,791
because when I have
important news,
503
00:34:14,791 --> 00:34:17,055
you two are the people
I need to share it with.
504
00:34:24,323 --> 00:34:26,890
On the day the copper pipes
505
00:34:26,890 --> 00:34:28,762
in the old building
smelled like burnt food...
506
00:34:32,331 --> 00:34:34,376
my brother taught me
507
00:34:34,376 --> 00:34:36,987
that just because you
love somebody doesn't mean
508
00:34:36,987 --> 00:34:38,511
you get to love them forever.
509
00:34:43,342 --> 00:34:44,560
But I was okay
510
00:34:45,996 --> 00:34:48,651
because I had you,
Dr. Glassman.
511
00:34:52,655 --> 00:34:53,743
And on the day that...
512
00:34:59,271 --> 00:35:01,751
On the day
that you go to heaven...
513
00:35:03,797 --> 00:35:04,537
I will have Lea.
514
00:35:05,451 --> 00:35:06,669
I will have little Steve.
515
00:35:09,585 --> 00:35:12,327
And on the day
the carousel smelled like oil,
516
00:35:12,327 --> 00:35:14,373
the carousel you used
to go to with Maddie,
517
00:35:14,373 --> 00:35:16,288
I told you I would go there
518
00:35:16,288 --> 00:35:18,290
and think of you
after you're gone, and I will.
519
00:35:20,161 --> 00:35:23,033
But I want to go
before then too.
520
00:35:24,600 --> 00:35:26,820
I will go there with you.
521
00:35:30,563 --> 00:35:33,827
And I will go bowling.
I will go bowling with you.
522
00:35:33,827 --> 00:35:38,136
I will make a plan.
But I can't today because...
523
00:35:43,924 --> 00:35:46,361
Because on the day you stood up
for me, I met Claire.
524
00:35:49,930 --> 00:35:51,192
And she believed me.
525
00:35:54,369 --> 00:35:56,328
And I spoke to people
in this room,
526
00:35:57,851 --> 00:36:01,333
and I told them
I want to save people
527
00:36:01,333 --> 00:36:03,596
so they can become adults
528
00:36:03,596 --> 00:36:05,989
and have children
and love those children.
529
00:36:05,989 --> 00:36:06,816
But I don't...
530
00:36:08,862 --> 00:36:10,255
I don't need to save everyone.
531
00:36:10,255 --> 00:36:13,823
I just need to save Claire.
532
00:36:24,530 --> 00:36:26,619
The FDA did not approve
her treatment.
533
00:36:30,623 --> 00:36:32,538
But I am going to give it
to her anyway.
534
00:36:36,368 --> 00:36:37,847
And then I won't be
a doctor anymore.
535
00:36:41,329 --> 00:36:42,330
And that's okay.
536
00:36:51,600 --> 00:36:52,340
No. No.
537
00:36:54,995 --> 00:36:58,128
No, Shaun, that's not okay.
538
00:37:16,234 --> 00:37:17,235
Thank you.
539
00:37:50,964 --> 00:37:52,444
I am Dr. Shaun Murphy.
540
00:37:53,923 --> 00:37:55,795
I am Chief of Surgery
541
00:37:55,795 --> 00:37:58,101
at San Jose
Saint Bonaventure Hospital.
542
00:38:07,372 --> 00:38:10,679
I have
autism spectrum disorder,
543
00:38:10,679 --> 00:38:12,768
which is part of the reason
that I remember the names
544
00:38:12,768 --> 00:38:16,294
of all 1,524 people
whose lives I've helped save.
545
00:38:19,166 --> 00:38:21,690
There were a lot of people
546
00:38:21,690 --> 00:38:24,171
who did not want me
to be a surgeon
547
00:38:24,171 --> 00:38:26,434
at Saint Bonaventure Hospital,
or anywhere,
548
00:38:28,044 --> 00:38:29,307
because I was different.
549
00:38:31,221 --> 00:38:34,747
I couldn't make eye contact.
550
00:38:34,747 --> 00:38:37,750
I didn't know how to lie.
I made people uncomfortable.
551
00:38:39,317 --> 00:38:41,493
But someone believed in me.
552
00:38:46,062 --> 00:38:47,325
Dr. Aaron Glassman...
553
00:38:49,239 --> 00:38:50,545
was my friend.
554
00:38:52,504 --> 00:38:55,376
♪ There is no
Rhyme or reason why ♪
555
00:39:00,033 --> 00:39:01,382
I love you, Dr. Glassman.
556
00:39:05,430 --> 00:39:07,693
I love you more, Dr. Murphy.
557
00:39:08,476 --> 00:39:10,043
♪ Being known ♪
558
00:39:12,567 --> 00:39:16,354
♪ I carry with me
A part of us ♪
559
00:39:19,792 --> 00:39:22,751
♪ There's nothing I could do
Or have ever done ♪
560
00:39:25,711 --> 00:39:30,542
♪ To bring me closer
To being known ♪
561
00:39:34,110 --> 00:39:36,548
But you don't
even speak Ukrainian.
562
00:39:37,505 --> 00:39:39,028
They have translators, Mom.
563
00:39:42,902 --> 00:39:44,207
I'm proud of you.
564
00:39:46,427 --> 00:39:47,472
Thanks.
565
00:39:48,864 --> 00:39:52,564
♪ This is the place
We're all hiding ♪
566
00:39:54,870 --> 00:39:59,832
♪ Getting closer
To being known ♪
567
00:40:02,487 --> 00:40:05,794
♪ The one we all long to be ♪
568
00:40:09,363 --> 00:40:13,193
♪ The why it's so hard
To sleep ♪
569
00:40:16,152 --> 00:40:19,678
♪ The heart, it becomes fire ♪
570
00:40:19,678 --> 00:40:22,376
♪ The soul
It becomes the sea ♪
571
00:40:22,376 --> 00:40:26,641
♪ When we are known ♪
572
00:40:36,738 --> 00:40:40,307
♪ Closer, fire ♪
573
00:40:40,307 --> 00:40:43,484
♪ Burning, brighter ♪
574
00:40:43,484 --> 00:40:47,096
♪ Feels like the first time ♪
575
00:40:47,096 --> 00:40:50,404
♪ The first kiss, desire ♪
576
00:40:50,404 --> 00:40:53,929
♪ Closer, fire ♪
577
00:40:53,929 --> 00:40:57,193
♪ Burning, brighter ♪
578
00:40:57,193 --> 00:40:58,456
We have to go.
579
00:41:00,762 --> 00:41:04,462
♪ The first kiss, desire ♪
580
00:41:04,462 --> 00:41:08,509
♪ When we are known ♪
581
00:41:17,344 --> 00:41:18,911
Dr. Claire Browne
582
00:41:20,739 --> 00:41:22,567
is my friend.
583
00:41:26,527 --> 00:41:27,485
Hello.
584
00:41:29,661 --> 00:41:32,490
Dr. Glassman and I
saved her life.
585
00:41:32,490 --> 00:41:35,797
Dr. Glassman saved
over 4,000 lives.
586
00:41:35,797 --> 00:41:37,451
He would say less,
but I give him credit
587
00:41:37,451 --> 00:41:38,887
for all the lives
that I have saved,
588
00:41:38,887 --> 00:41:40,585
because he taught me
589
00:41:42,021 --> 00:41:43,457
a mnemonic for remembering
590
00:41:43,457 --> 00:41:44,502
the effects
of organophosphate poisoning,
591
00:41:44,502 --> 00:41:45,807
and he taught me that
592
00:41:45,807 --> 00:41:48,027
if you just palm grip
the needle driver,
593
00:41:48,027 --> 00:41:50,333
you will get
way more maneuverability,
and force control.
594
00:41:51,509 --> 00:41:52,510
And he taught me...
595
00:41:55,034 --> 00:41:56,514
that when you touch one life,
596
00:41:57,732 --> 00:41:58,951
you don't just touch one life.
597
00:42:01,475 --> 00:42:03,390
You touch every life
that that life touches.
598
00:42:10,832 --> 00:42:15,010
Dr. Glassman said
many wise things. Yes.
599
00:42:15,010 --> 00:42:16,708
And over the years, I have
tried to write them down.
600
00:42:24,977 --> 00:42:27,370
"Think about
what people can do,
601
00:42:27,370 --> 00:42:28,676
not about
what people can't do."
602
00:42:31,287 --> 00:42:33,202
"Hear what I have to say,
603
00:42:34,421 --> 00:42:36,597
and then decide
if it's bad advice."
604
00:42:38,468 --> 00:42:40,253
"Questions are good."
605
00:42:40,253 --> 00:42:42,777
"Leads to awareness
and understanding."
606
00:42:42,777 --> 00:42:45,563
"And, who knows,
maybe even acceptance."
607
00:42:52,047 --> 00:42:55,224
And when he wanted the board
to hire me, he said,
608
00:42:57,531 --> 00:43:00,621
"We will be a better hospital
for hiring him."
609
00:43:00,621 --> 00:43:03,406
"We will be better people
for hiring him."
610
00:43:05,234 --> 00:43:07,541
And then he slammed
the desk with his hand,
611
00:43:07,541 --> 00:43:09,108
because that is
how you communicate
612
00:43:09,108 --> 00:43:10,979
that you really mean
what you are saying.
613
00:43:14,069 --> 00:43:15,984
He always knew people
were looking to him,
614
00:43:15,984 --> 00:43:17,812
that they might
take lessons from him.
615
00:43:17,812 --> 00:43:20,249
And if they did,
616
00:43:21,337 --> 00:43:23,296
he always wanted
that lesson to be...
617
00:43:30,172 --> 00:43:31,609
"Don't be an ass."
618
00:43:36,135 --> 00:43:37,440
"Don't be an ass."
619
00:43:39,617 --> 00:43:41,227
It's not always easy.
620
00:43:47,494 --> 00:43:48,626
Together, we planned,
621
00:43:49,583 --> 00:43:53,456
and six months after he died,
622
00:43:54,762 --> 00:43:55,807
I started...
623
00:43:56,982 --> 00:43:59,158
the Dr. Aaron Glassman
Foundation
624
00:43:59,158 --> 00:44:01,943
for Neurodiversity in Medicine,
625
00:44:01,943 --> 00:44:04,642
which is today run by myself
and Dr. Claire Browne,
626
00:44:05,686 --> 00:44:08,297
and has affiliations
with 17 hospitals
627
00:44:08,297 --> 00:44:10,082
and 32 medical schools.
628
00:44:22,790 --> 00:44:23,661
I wanted to help people
629
00:44:25,358 --> 00:44:26,489
and save lives.
630
00:44:29,449 --> 00:44:30,929
And I wanted to make
a lot of money
631
00:44:30,929 --> 00:44:32,060
so that I could buy
a television.
632
00:44:35,455 --> 00:44:36,717
But because of Dr. Glassman,
633
00:44:38,153 --> 00:44:39,764
I have much more than that.
634
00:44:41,591 --> 00:44:42,723
I have many friends.
635
00:44:47,989 --> 00:44:49,121
And I have a family.
636
00:44:52,254 --> 00:44:53,865
And I have two televisions.
637
00:44:56,258 --> 00:44:59,697
♪ Leaves are changing
So am I ♪